While the Day is approaching,
it seems the blurred face turns to be more and more clear.
While the Day is approaching,
it seems the fading memory comes into my sight.
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As time goes on...
I supposed...
I had forgotten the grief and the feeling of heartbreak...
I supposed...
I had stepped out from the circle that confined my mind to the sorrow…
Nevertheless,they remain in my mind...
Then I understand...
what I did was to "neglect" not to "forget"...
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Tracing back to the most foolish day...
who could imagine how foolish it was...
Did you know...how long I prepared for that day?
Even just for two hours!
Did you know...how many nights I stayed up late for the handmade gift?
Even you gave it away right after that time!
Did you know...how long I stood along the deep lake?
Even the chill in the air came to me constantly!
Did you know...how long I cried alone under the dark sky?
Even all the stars were teasing me and said,"Look! How stupid she was!"
Did you know...how much heartbreak and grief I bore for such a long time?
Even I had a smile on my face all the time!
.........
Did you know...Did you know...Did you know...
What I knew was you had never knew...
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It meant nothing to tell you all these matters after one year
because they had already been meaningless to you...
the DAY belongs to YOU
I always remember the Day belongs to You...
And you...?? What do you remember...??
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At the moment
I...I hope for the last time I express and convey my best wishes for you...
And gradually...I would jump out the circle absolutely
and get rid of the shadow you left to me...
No more expectation, no more frustration.
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