Well
One would try to find somewhere to stay.
More exactly, find somewhere to long stay.
It's soon to be here for almost two years.
However, something changes in my mind in the second year.
I definitely understand there won't be a further improvement here; thus, considering what's next is much more significant.
Still, I don't want to give up the original expectation from myself and my family.
Then, once again, I go back to the first place and try my best to do it.
Although it could be the so-called vicious circle, some people still did it.
And that's why I decide to give myself a opportunity again.
However, it's difficult to do two complicate things at the same time.
I need to work, but I need more time to study.
As time goes by, obviously, I know very clearly that the focus of my life is not on these administration affairs.
Every time, when dealing with the affair, I just get it over not to make it better.
From my points of view, that is not beneficial for me and I have nothing to get back from what I am doing.
Recently, with the approach of end of the program whcih I am doing now, I don't have much sentiment.
um...I don't know how to say...
Whether the program will continue or not, I really do not care about.
(But...maybe it's very important for others)
Frankly speaking, the environment and the colleagues are both great.
Besides, I really thank for the one(ID:justmatchyou) who introduces me to this place.
But it does not mean there is no reason to complain or get rid of these affairs.
I just realize...it's enough...
Whatever I will do next, I think it's should be the end of what I am going into now.
If one would like to fly higher, one needs a wider sky.
One thing we know that we may have to undergo disappointment and failure before experiencing success.
Nevertheless, something needs changing, and the bright future can be seen.
Leave or stay, it's not a question.
What's more important is change or not.
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